27 July 2009~ is the most terrible day of this year.my mood is very down. The reason is unknown. But, I think mostly is cheated by someone. I don't blame him because I think he also needs that money for some purpose. Actually , I cannot say he is cheating, the price is the market price, but what I expected to be much cheaper than that price. Maybe, this is a good time for me to learn a lesson : DON'T ASK PEOPLE TO DO JOB FOR U BEFORE ASKING THEM THE RETURNS. This is very important because maybe friendship will break if u don't handle it properly. Be honest, I do really disappoint when he told me the price, I had to get a shock but at the end , I also need to pay him that price. 2nd lesson I learn, don't talk about money among your friend n relative because money is the most dangerous weapon in the world. ALL people in this world rushing, waring , killing n etc to get money. I believe, MONEY is not everything, but without money, anything also cannot be done. The world is realistic, we need to face it, so I never blame him, I just blame myself.
28 JULY 2009~ today morning, I received my mobile phone bill. SHIT!!!!! It reached about 200. I had sent 1588 sms at last month which averagely I need to send 53 sms per day. haiz....... My saving in the bank is going to finish. DIE!!!!!!!!! I hate to eat sand liao. How am I going to survive with RM300 for 6 months? My business plan still don't achieve the target I want although I had spent at least 5k on it liao. WHO CAN help me ?? GOD !!!!!! Why u so cruel to me , why u always let me face the problem alone ??
健康是令我最伤心的事，我发觉我的身体一天比一天的差。嗨。。但是我又不可以告诉别人因为我不再相信任何人了。我吃的药越来越多了，一个月买药的钱就大概要三百块了。但是我的身体就好像没有好到，身体一天比一天你疲倦，无力，虚弱。嗨。。我也不想多说，因为我不想让人同情我，我不要别人的同情，我要的是真正的感情付出虽然我知道是不可能的。
